Best Mate

Trying to see your face through the mist,

Your lovely curly locks unclear,

Just a blur in scene,

But I fight for a view,

Of your wonderful, beautiful face.

You’re one true girl,

Although a little crazy,

But I love you for it,

As without you I’d die,

You make me smile,

When no one else can.

Friendship – The Best Ship off All

Friendship is priceless,
And can never be forgotten,
Friendship is timeless,
And is never rotten…

It takes more than hugs and kisses,

To be a real friend,

The nature of friendship,

Requires a blend…

The road to a happy life,

May sometimes make us stumble,

But to have a friend to give us a hand,

Teaches us to be humble…

Good friends are hard to find, hard to lose,

And impossible to forget,

But when they fly away,

Your anger turns to regret…

Sometimes in life, we need a special person,

To listen while we talk,

A special person who will not discourage or judge,

But encourage us as we walk…

Friends are there,

To help you along,

The journey through friendship,

Is always long…

In life, there are big ships,

And there are small ships,

But the best ship off all,

Is Friendship..!

Heaven's Little Angel

You're one of heaven's angels now,

A perfect little star,

And when you shine the World can see,

How beautiful you are.

May fly with magic wings,

On cloud as soft and white,

May your heart be joyful,

And your days be bathed in light.

And though our hearts are broken,

And your life was far too short,

We thank you, sweetest angel,

For the happiness you brought.. 

Life Goes On

Growing Up is tough,

It can drive you insane,

You look for answer but,

You’re hit by pain.

They say you have nothing to lose,

And the world to gain,

But what happens when you mess up,

And join a gang,

You have no choice but bang,

And for money you slang.

Don’t wanna do it anymore bad thoughts swarm your brain,

Like someone injected a badness drug straight into your vain,

Now how is the world still yours to gain?

No One Knows Me

No one will ever know me,

How can they when they never even try,

Because I smile, they assume I am happy.

No one knows me,

I hide behind a Mask,

They just never did get it...

No one knows me,

It is difficult task, to be always there for people,

But they are never there truly for me...

No one knows me,

Friends I have many, if I do,

Why do I still feel alone in this world...?

No one knows me

I guess it is just a curse

They wouldn’t understand...

No one knows me,

They wouldn’t care,

They would call it a teenage phase...

The emotionless mask will be up forever more,

Waiting for someone to take it off of me,

No one will ever truly know me...

Too Late I Already Love Her

You are my inspiration,

The reason of my motion,

The heart of my whole body,

That makes up my Fantasy!!

I need you like the air I breathe,

And will not just leave you beneath,

I cherish you, my only love,

I promise you, I’ll be your dove!

A dove with pure intentions,

That considers your decision,

I know it’s already enough for me,

To never make you rough!

I will do anything for you,

To make our relationship true,

 And in the essence of trusting,

We can make our lives worth living…

When Did Living Become So Hard

I remember your laugh,

I remember your smile,

I remember your touch,

Though it’s been a while.

I miss your gaze,

I miss your sweet kiss,

I miss being with you,

It was unforgettable bliss.

I know you don’t miss me,

I know you’ve moved on,

I know I should forget you,

But I’m just not that strong.

I still recall the words,

I still recall what was said,

I still recall the promises,

The things you never meant.

I’m sorry I’m not ok,

I’m sorry I’m not stronger,

I’m sorry I’m still in love with you,

And I can’t do this much longer.

I don’t know how to live without you,

I don’t know how to survive,

I don’t know what it is about you,

That makes me weak inside.

I’m usually the one that deals,

I’m usually the one that’s fine,

I’m usually ok with break ups,

But I miss you being mute.

At first it was infatuation,

At first it was just a faze,

At first it was something I would end,

But now I barely make it through the day.

I never attached this easily,

I never lose this fight,

I never let my heart broken,

But now I cry myself to sleep at night.

I don’t remember it being this difficult,

I don’t remember not being able to laugh,

I don’t remember being so distraught about it,

When did living become so hard?

You Say You Know Me

I love the pain it brings me,

I don’t know why,

The pain is my pleasure,

As I sit there and cry.

Cry myself to sleep,

I wake up to an annoying beep,

The of my alarm,

Waking me from my dream!

My dreams my own personal wonderland,

I love it there,

I can actually be happy and free,

Without the chains of depression dragging me down.

People say I am the happiest person they know,

Always bubbly and free,

But I guess they don’t know me.

My mask the one I’ve been carrying,

Since as long as I can remember,

Has been there for me

The one thing I can count on.

I take my expressions,

As I have been for the past 19 years,

19 years of sorrow, tears, pain, fears…

19 years of lies

I wish I could just say goodbye,

Goodbye to it all.

I’m done, it’s over,

I hate what I’ve become,

What I choose to be done isn’t to me,

I’ve never gotten to choose who I want to be!

I love the pain it brings me,

I don’t know why,

The pain is my pleasure

As I sit there and cry!!

YOU

If you were a blade of grass,

I would explore the earth for you,

If you were a tree,

I would seek out every leaf until I find you,

If you were flame,

I would fly to the sun for you,

If you were a drop of water,

I would scour the sea for you,

But if you were a star,

I would never search for I would always see you,

Because you are the brightest star to me.